Kemetic Round Table: Finding Kemeticism

The Kemetic Round Table (KRT) is a blogging project aimed at providing practical, useful information for modern Kemetic religious practitioners. This week’s topic: “How did you get started in Kemeticism? Tips? Stories?”

My story is not a sad one, fraught with hardship, nor is it a story of simple realization. The story of how I became Kemetic is one that I cannot sum up completely in words, because much of my life experiences – especially the spiritual ones – have left me so deeply speechless at the time…that now, years later, I still find it hard to articulate exactly what has happened to me, or what to call it. That being said, I will do my best to relate the “order of events” as they happened, so you may understand how I found Kemeticism. I think anyone who calls himself or herself a “spiritual person”, however, might have an understanding of why I feel the way I do. I sometimes feel as if my body has simply been carried across time to where it is now – touched by experience in ways that I simply cannot describe. And yet, I am not a survivor of anything horrible or life-changing…I am simply a person who traveled far away from the familiar and found herself in the process.

I will start by saying, though, that the primary reason I am a Kemetic today is, first and foremost, because I was raised in a religious community that taught me to follow my own heart in terms of beliefs, and to always ask questions – never take anything at face value. I am very grateful for that. I realize that I have been lucky.

I grew up Jewish, and loved my religious community and their traditions (I loved prayer, learning Hebrew, celebrating holidays, reading the myths, etc.) – it was the theology that didn’t quite fit.  As a child, I did not know words like “monotheism” and “polytheism” very well, but I did know that I wasn’t so sure Adonai, a God that said “Me above Others”, was the only aspect of Divinity in the world. It bothered me especially that there was no female God in Judaism…when I learned about Shekinah as a teenager (the Kabbalistic concept of “Goddess”) it comforted me, but it still did not ease the feeling that there was more to Divinity than two very vague concepts of “God and Goddess” (not to mention that even Shekinah was not treated equally, She was still somehow less than YHVH, the way my synagogue and many other conservative synagogues portrayed Her, anyway).

A fan of fantasy novels like Tolkien’s Lord of the Rings my whole life, I dreamed instead of Gods and Goddesses that were more humanized, more recognizable in the world around me, less conceptual (like the Abrahamic God) and more relatable – I became interested as a teenager in the Greek, Celtic, and Norse mythologies that shaped many of my favorite fantasy series. They ended up making so much more sense to me: that there would be a multitude of Gods and Goddesses that covered all areas of human experience (nature, war, love, motherhood, fatherhood, leadership, protection, etc.), rather than existing “On High” (in a vague sense of “everything”). Sure, maybe Divinity all comes from the same unknown, powerful place, but by the time I got to high school, I wasn’t so sure I was ready to accept that all of Divinity was just One Entity, and not Many. I struggled with these feelings, because I liked Judaism as a culture, as an ethnicity, as an identity…it was all I knew. But how does a Jew – especially a happy Jew, not upset or disheartened by her religion, like many Catholics or Christians I have known over the years – give name to polytheism without casting herself away entirely? Thus was my issue in high school, and into college.

It didn’t help that I started dating, and fell in love with, an agnostic humanist, who was not interested in religion. I love Jack with every fiber of my being, but he was never – and still isn’t – the one to talk to about religion…and when I would ask him for advice (while we were in college), he would always say, vaguely, “do what feels right – do what makes you happy. What do you believe?” I couldn’t always answer him, because there were times when I honestly did not know. I spent the first two years of college without practicing religion at all. I’d left my childhood Jewish community, and I didn’t know what to believe anymore – I stumbled aimlessly through an entirely secular life, unsure of how to be spiritual, and questioning if I ever had been.

What helped me come to terms with my true feelings on Divinity, more than anything else, even my beloved fantasy novels (and the mythologies they were based on), was my love of foreign cultures, especially those of Asia. I was a Japanese major in college for a reason – I had always loved Japanese culture and aesthetics, as well as literature (one of my favorite authors being Murakami Haruki), and I knew I wanted to do something with translation and Asian literary studies eventually (with my life). Studying Japanese and moving to Japan for a while in college really helped open my eyes to a whole new horizon of religious life and belief. Coming into close contact with Buddhism and Shinto began to change my entire perspective on accepting my own theological beliefs…I was beginning to really experience other Gods, other powers, other spirits, outside of the context of Judaism (concepts like pantheism and animism – things I’d never really heard of), and yet, I was still myself. I had not faded away somehow, or melted into a puddle of blasphemy. I still felt alive and well, and more curious than ever. I began to put aside agnosticism and return back to exploring polytheism. I remembered the mythologies I’d liked as a child and teen, and I began to re-read them.

And of course, like I said above, I had come from a family that had always taught: “learn for yourself - be yourself.” I had a boyfriend who said the same thing. And so, for the first time, I finally allowed myself to question my faith. I asked YHVH for guidance, and heard silence. And when the moment presented itself, I opened up to other people instead, I asked questions about their faiths. It was time for me to take back my own spirituality – to accept that the stricter Judaism of my childhood was not working anymore, and what I needed was a religion that fit, not the little girl of the past, but the woman I had become. Whether or not I could retain a Jewish identity even after I’d found whatever that religion-for-me was going to be, I decided would be an issue for later on.

Two of the people I met on my second trip to Japan in college, in the fall of 2010, were especially helpful and understanding. They let me vent, and they gave me advice. They soon became close friends of mine, friends I still keep in touch with today – one of them I would not hesitate to call a best friend of mine.

She also happens to be a Kemetic - you may even know of her blog.

It was in her Japanese dorm room one night, when we were studying in Nagoya, that I witnessed my first Kemetic ritual. If you are familiar with Ange’s blog, you will know that she is a devotee of the God Anup (Anubis). She was kind and open enough to share a ritual with us, the one she usually did at the time as her “daily rite” (if a bit expanded, so that me, and our other friend Dan – the second of the two people I mentioned above, who is a Buddhist – could better understand what goes into Kemetic practice). Watching the ritual was mind-blowing, to say the least. Looking back on my life up until that moment, I realized that I had never really felt a God before – even YHVH – no matter how many times I had prayed at synagogue. But I felt Anup in that room, felt His presence circling my friend Ange like a protective watch dog, and felt that there was power in her ritual, power I didn’t know people could still tap into anymore.

It was all downhill from there. Ange explained terms like “Pagan” to me for the first time, and I began my research. I joined our university’s Pagan spiritual club/group for the rest of my senior year. I tried out all different things and looked at many different Pantheons, but kept coming back to the Kemetic stuff – in the end, I like the joke that Anup (Who is aspected with the God Wepwawet) did His job as “Opener of the Way” better than any of us could have realized! He really does have that epithet for a reason!

The thing that really clicked with me was the fact that the religions of ancient Egypt and ancient Canaan, and the surrounding areas, were essentially the religions of my literal ancestors. Coming from 100% Jewish blood, many of my ancestors must have been descended from the peoples who lived in those lands pre-Judaism. Not that one has to stick to one’s heritage when it comes to choosing a religion, nor does Egypt have a direct correlation to Judaism, but I admit, I felt a part of the history somehow, if even vaguely. I felt connected, invested. I felt deeply moved. The more I read about Kemeticism the more I desired to make it a part of my spiritual life.

It was around that time, in summer 2011 (after I had graduated from college), that I began learning about the work of Ketzirah over at Peeling a Pomegranate, as well as the Tel Shemesh project. I started reading the Magickal Judaism book by Jennifer Hunter, as well as looking into Kabbalistic studies. I began to realize that Judaism has far more of a connection to Pagan-related practice than I ever thought possible…but more importantly, I realized that there were people in the world calling themselves both Pagan AND Jewish. Polytheists AND Jews. I was inspired by these people, and for the first time, I decided to call myself “A Jewish Kemetic.”

This acceptance – this use of the term “Kemetic” to describe myself – it must have opened some sort of metaphysical door in the cracks of the universe, for it was then that I began to sense a Deity presence around me, a new one, one I wasn’t familiar with…but knew was Kemetic (don’t tell me how I knew, I just knew). With meditation, research, and attempted offerings, I learned that it was the Kemetic God Djehuty who wanted my attention. And long story short: He helped push me to move back to Japan, to continue studying Japanese even after college, and to help me achieve my dream of working as a translator. A God of words and languages, it was easy for me to connect with Him. He became my spiritual mentor, the proud professor, the ancient wisdom I had never before experienced in terms of the Divine. And in return, I studied Kemeticism, and learned how to offer to Him.

If you’ve been following my blog all this time, you’ll know where the rest of the journey took me: I did indeed return to Japan for the year 2012, I went through a bit of fallow time but found myself and my spirituality again through climbing Mt. Fuji, I returned again to Kabbalah for guidance, and I eventually found my way (via the dream-messages sent to me by the Goddesses Hetheru and Nebt-het) to the Kemetic Orthodoxy. Now I am a Remetj member of the House of Netjer, and I have, in a very personal sense, pledged myself to the Kemetic Pantheon. I am Jewish in ethnicity and cultural identity, but Kemetic in faith and theology. I do a daily ritual myself now, not unlike the one Ange did way back then (though different in structure, similar in concept). I have grown and developed into a person of more faith than ever before, and I have finally found the perfect balance between Jewish and polytheist.

While I would not say that I yet have a true Patron God or Goddess, the lack of connection with Deity that I did not have when I was conservatively Jewish has been renewed tenfold. I serve Djehuty now, I serve Hetheru, I serve Aset, I serve all of Netjer. I feel I have a spiritual purpose now, a place I belong, Gods who need me and who I need just as much. I feel even more linked to my ancestors, more attached to their history. I have made friends in the Kemetic community, and I have begun to work hard myself to try and help the Kemetic community (as well as the greater Pagan community) become stronger, more informed, more accepting overall. I feel that I am doing real work now – for myself, for my Gods, and for the people of my faith.

And the best part of all? I’m only 24. The journey is far from over!

Pagan Blog Project: “L is for Lotus”

The lotus is one of my favorite flowers, and what many people don’t realize or know is that, while it’s a common symbol found in Buddhism and other far Eastern religions/cultures, it’s also a symbol of Kemeticism (Ancient Egyptian religion).

There are two types of lotuses that grow natively in Egypt: the nymphaea caerulea or blue lotus and the nymphaea lotus or white lotus. Plot twist: technically (well, scientifically), these flowers aren’t actually lotuses – they’re water lilies. Due to their identical appearances, however, they are often mistaken for lotuses…and since I’m no botany expert, for the purposes of this blog post, I’ll be referring to them as lotuses as well. Really, it’s all the same family of flower, if I’m not mistaken.

Egyptian Blue Lotus by Nelson Lim Photography

Egyptian Blue Lotus by Nelson Lim Photography

The blue lotus is the more popular, and more important of the two (religiously), however, because the lotus (in general) is a flower that sinks into water during night-time and re-emerges on the surface, blooming once again, during the day, it understandably became a symbol of birth and re-birth in Kemetic religion. There are several creation myths in Kemeticism (all equally valid and true), and in one of them, the Hermopolis myth, Ra, the Sun God and King of the Gods, is said to have been birthed from a giant lotus blossom that emerged from the primordial waters of Nun. Even the way the flower looks seems similar to the sun – a yellowish center, with colorful flower petals shining outwards from it like sunbeams. Not to mention, the sinking and rising of the lotus also mimics Ra’s journey through the Duat in his bark during night-time, only to re-emerge on the horizon at dawn, surviving and destroying the evil of Apep to rule a new day.

In addition to its solar imagery, the lotus was also a symbol of the cult of Wesir (Osiris) due to its connection to the cycle of death and life (since it is a flower of rebirth). In Egyptian art, the lotus was often pictured with Wesir – famously, the Sons of Heru (the Gods of the canopic jars – Imsety, Hapy, Duamutef, and Qebehsenuef) are often pictured standing on a blue lotus in front of Wesir’s throne. The Egyptian Book of the Dead (or Book of Coming Forth by Day), which is essentially a guide for deceased souls for making their way through the Duat and into the Beautiful West (or afterlife), has a spell (spell 81) for transforming the self into a lotus – another way of depicting the rejuvenating powers and rebirth symbolism of the lotus:

I am this pure lotus which went forth from the sunshine, which is at the nose of Re; I have descended that I may seek it for Heru (Horus), for I am the pure one who issued from the marsh.” (spell 81, Papyrus of Ani)

According to Henadology:

Here [in spell 81] the lotus of Nefertum is an intermediary between Re, the principle of cosmic order, and Horus, the principle of social order, vindicator of his father, that is, of the mortal as such. To identify with the lotus in this context is thus to identify with what is most noble and holy in mortal being, and which gratifies the Gods themselves.”

White Egyptian Lotus

Egyptian White Lotus

The blue lotus was so important to the Ancient Egyptians, it even had its own God – Nefertem, Who’s name means “that which is beautifully completed.” Nefertem was said to have brought healing to Ra in the form of a blue lotus. Nefertem is often depicted as either a man with a lotus headdress or a child sitting in a lotus, or, sometimes, as a more violent lion-headed man devouring enemies. He is sometimes referred to as a son of Sekhmet and Ptah, but also sometimes a son of Bast. Either way, the feline-associations are clear.

Nefertem

Nefertem (from the Global Egyptian Museum Website)

In addition to its mythical healing abilities, the Ancient Egyptians also used the lotus for in-real-life Shamanistic healing and other medical practices, as well as for decoration and perfume – the scent being extremely pleasing to them. The blue lotus was also given as an offering to the Gods, understandably so. Some have guessed that the Ancient Egyptians used the lotus for narcotic purposes, as well, but this is still debated – images and ancient art show Egyptians smelling the lotus in relation to sensual pleasure, but nowhere do we have definitive evidence that it was used like a drug. The flower wasn’t just used for celebrations of life, however, it was also used during funerary rites (likely due to its connection to the Sons of Heru and the Book of the Dead, as mentioned above).

Nowadays, we modern Kemetics might find it a bit harder to procure living lotuses (especially blue lotuses), but that doesn’t mean we can’t replace the living version with sweet-smelling lotus incense accompanied by images, drawings, or fake-versions of the Egyptian lotuses. I often use a blue lotus-scented incense for feast day celebrations, for example. When I move to my new apartment, I plan to look for lotus-shaped candle holders, as well as fake lotus flowers to decorate my new apartment with (and to collect for ritual purposes).

If you feel lost, disappointed, hesitant, or weak, return to yourself, to who you are, here and now, and when you get there you will discover yourself, like a lotus flower in full bloom, even in a muddy pond, beautiful and strong.” –Masaru Emoto (The Secret Life of Water)

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Kabbalah: A 101 Guide

What is Kabbalah?

The literal English translation of the Hebrew word kabbalah means “receiving” or “that which has been received.” The study of Kabbalah, which can also be described as the study of Jewish mysticism, defines the content of what is or will be received – of what one might desire to receive. And what is that content exactly?

On the one hand, Kabbalah refers to tradition, ancient wisdom received and treasured from the past. On the other hand, if one is truly receptive, wisdom appears spontaneously, unprecedented, taking you by surprise. The Jewish mysticism tradition combines both of these elements. Its vocabulary teems with what the Zohar – the canonical text of the Kabbalah – calls ‘new-ancient-words.’ For example, ‘the world that is coming,’ a traditional phrase often understood as referring to a far-off messianic era, turns into ‘the world that is constantly coming,’ constantly flowing, a timeless dimension of reality available right here and now, if one is receptive.” (Matt, The Essential Kabbalah, page 1)

Judaism can be traditionally understood as a religion “of the book.” It is a religion of the tangible, corporeal world. There is a deep focus on the here-and-now; Jews are famous for not believing in an afterlife, after all. Jewish mythos likes to leave the unknown out of things – instead of focusing on life after death, young Jewish children are told to “make heaven on Earth” instead. This often leads to a wonderful sense of philanthropy and charity among Jewish people – the Jews I knew growing up were always involving themselves in volunteer work, nature clean-ups, food drives and cooking for the poor, etc. In short, modern Judaism tends to shy away from anything less concrete than what we can see and feel with our hands, “the physical world that God has made.” Books and texts are studied and interpreted over and over again, candles are lit, and people often gather to (yet another famous trend among Jews) eat. Judaism is a religion of and for the people, the people of Israel, a human vision – with the main goal, the longheld dream, being a mass return to the Holy Land (the very physical land of Israel). In many ways, Israel is the heaven of Judaism – located right here on Earth.

So what’s all this about Jewish mysticism then? The notion of Jewish shamanism, or mystical practice, might seem like an oxymoron to many, including many modern Jews. The sad thing is, many Jewish people don’t even really know that Kabbalah exists and is accessible to them. We are often told at a young age, especially growing up in more conservative Jewish families or communities, that Kabbalah is some crazy weird scary thing that only men above 40 are allowed to study. This is not true. Perhaps among the more Orthodox sects of Judaism, Kabbalah might still be restricted today, but contrary to popular belief, Kabbalah is not as ridiculously forbidden as it is sometimes made out to be. I’m a 24 year old woman, and I’ve studied it for several years already.

The History of Kabbalah: Why So Mysterious Today?

In many ways, it is not entirely the fault of modern Jews that they do not know anything about Kabbalah, or, more importantly, how to access it. Conservative Jewish scholars have been criticizing and ignoring Kabbalah for centuries. And ironically, as Gershon Winkler writes in his book Magic of the Ordinary:

What’s even more tragic is that the information lies suffocating in the dust of libraries and archives, in books and in manuscripts, often on the very shelves of those same scholars who dismiss the notion altogether.” (Winkler, Magic of the Ordinary, page 1)

Let’s back up for a minute, though. How did the practice of Kabbalah – that so many scholars then snubbed – begin, anyway?

In 1286, a Spanish Jew (a Sephardi in Hebrew) from Guadalajara named Moses de Leon met a wandering Palestinian mystic named Isaac ben Samuel of Acre (who later wrote about the experience in his diary, which is how we have the record), and confided in him that he had uncovered a centuries-old mystical text called the Zohar (of which de Leon claimed he did not know the exact author, but suspected it had been written by a man named Simeon ben Yohai). In truth, we know now that it was likely written by Simeon ben Yohai, who was one of the more eminent disciples of the martyred and famous Rabbi Akiba ben Joseph. In any case, de Leon promised to show the manuscript to Isaac ben Samuel, but died before he could do so. His death caused a bit of controversy, de Leon’s wife claiming later that it was actually de Leon who had written the Zohar, when that was not necessarily the case.  

After de Leon’s death, Kabbalah (which is what they called the tradition surrounding the study of that mystical and very mysterious manuscript of the Zohar de Leon had uncovered) remained an esoteric are of study in Spain for two centuries, practiced only by a few highly learned men (which, is in all likelihood where the more modern rumor began that only older men could study Kabbalah to begin with). In 1492, however, the Spanish Inquisition mandated that all Jews either convert or leave Spain, which forced many of the Kabbalah-studying mystics to flee to the town of Tzfat in the Galilee (what is now in northern Israel, and still the center of Jewish mysticism and magic in the world today). By the sixteenth century, Tzfat had become a center for mystical studies, with Isaac Luria, a shamanistic poet, as the leader of said studies. During this time, Kabbalah ended up developing a lot of the concepts that actually became, believe it or not, what we know of as European Chassidism (or “Jewish law”) today.

However…with the coming of the Enlightenment and the Industrial Revolution, Kabbalah and Jewish mysticism began to suffer a significant decline in popularity. The rabbinical leaders of the time, due to a multitude of influences, were more interested in putting “superstition” behind them, rather than hold onto the depths of the Kabbalistic tradition. Winkler chalks a lot of this attitude up to Christianity’s long-time influence on Judaism historically, and during the many years to come:

Clearly, the Church did not tolerate any other form of spirituality than its own, and the Jews’ refusal to relinquish their ways and become Christian was then, and remains to this day, a theological irritation to Church doctrine in spite of well-intentioned latter-day papal apologetics. But in order to survive, the Jewish people had to compromise. For example, Jews had to tone down the roles of their women in religious life and function to avoid suspicions of witchcraft, a suspicion held of all women – their religious affiliation notwithstanding – who exhibited independence, learning, and mystical prowess.” (Winkler, Magic of the Ordinary, page 3).

Winkler also talks about the famous quote, that appears from within both Christian and Judaic scripture, which states that, “Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live”, and how the quote actually reflects more the intentions of the Anglican translators of the Bible, rather than the intentions of those who originally wrote the Bible. He goes on to compare the Hebrew translations, showing that the more accurate translation would say, instead, “Thou shalt not sustain a witch”, meaning instead, that one should not rely on a witch: don’t get into a habit of supporting the livelihood of a magician – at the time, to spend money on a fortune teller or anything similar was thought foolish, and it was seen as waste for one to spend so much time trying to figure out the future, when they could be living their life actively and fully. So in the end, the phrase had more to do with historical occupation and financial pursuits originally than with magic as something evil or worthy of death (clearly the sentiment was never meant to be that dramatic).

Regardless of whether or not the decline of Kabbalah and mystical study from within Judaism had more to do with a change in tradition or with Christian influence and cultural persecution (likely both, in my opinion), the fact of the matter remains that Kabbalah began to disappear from modern Jewish religion…with more and more scholars either ignoring it or writing it off, so much so, that today, many Jews have forgotten about it, don’t know anything about it, and/or see it as something foolish, beyond them, or forbidden.

When really, Kabbalah has so much to teach, and so much to explore.

What Kabbalah Has to Say

Kabbalah is a window into the very oldest, very primal beginnings of Judaism: beginnings that were directly influenced by the polytheistic, ancient religions and cultures of Canaan and its surrounding areas. Very simply, Kabbalah provides the wisdom to establish a link between the soul and the mysteries of the living Earth. As Winkler describes it:

My ancestors were a tribal people, they lived and practiced a Judaism that in very few ways resembles the more urbanized Judaism of today. Once upon a time, my people enjoyed a relationship with the earth that was more about spirituality than about commerce or industry. Our visionaries came not from rabbinical seminaries and academies of higher learning but from solitary walkabouts and vision quests deep in the wilderness and far from the reaches of civilization. They were masters of sorcery and shamanism, dancing comfortably between the realms of spirit and matter, celebrating the magic of the worlds around them and the worlds beyond them.” (Winkler, Magic of the Ordinary, XIX)

Despite its obviously complex nature, the study of Kabbalah can be categorized into the following major topics:

  • Eis Sof (and the mysteries of creation: the Torah re-told)
  • The Tree of Life (and the Ten Sefirot)
  • Meditation and Enlightenment (connecting with Ayin, or Nothingness)
  • The Magic of the Hebrew Alphabet (Gematria) and Shamanistic healing
  • The Four Elements (and the study of angels, demons, and animal associations)

All of these things are discussed in the two primary texts of Kabbalah: The Zohar and the Sefer Yetzirah. What do these texts contain exactly?

Well, the Zohar (remember Moses de Leon?), which is the foundational text of Kabbalah, is actually an entire re-write of the Torah, or what many know of as the Old Testament. The Zohar is believed to be, essentially, the “true story” of the Torah – think of it like, the Old Testament we know (what is contained in the Torah) as the outer layer of an apple: the thick, red skin. It is only the surface layer, the literal interpretation, only what we can see with our eyes upon first glance. The Zohar, though, is the depths of juicy fruit within, the spiritual meaning of the Torah –  that we can not just see, but taste, feel, and smell. If the Torah is the base description of the experiences of the Israelites with the essence of God, then the Zohar is that experience, is that essence. The Zohar is the metaphysical, intangible, experiential, poetic version of the very literal, straightforward, surface-layer Torah.

The Sefer Yetzirah, on the other hand, is believed to have come after the Zohar, and is the supplemental stories and commentaries on several Kabbalistic themes, notably the origin story of the Hebrew Alphabet. The letters of the Hebrew Alphabet are believed to not just be constructs of language created by humans, but also breathing, living, and in many ways, sentient entities. Such is the reason why magic can be done with them, and why names and words are so vitally important from within Kabbalistic tradition. Words literally have the power to heal, to create, to destroy – and the Sefer Yetzirah explores this. The Sefer Yetzirah also explores the Tree of Life, and the Sefirot – which are, in the simplest of terms, very much like the chakras of Vedic medicine/mysticism. In many ways, the Sefirot are also levels of reality – that with many years of practice and study, a human can learn to experience.

Ein Sof: And in the Beginning…

One of the core concepts from within Kabbalah is that of Ein Sof: which translates roughly from Hebrew to “infinity.” Ein Sof is believed to be the birthing place (entity, being, realm) and first emanation of Divinity, or God, and in many ways, it is similar to a Pantheistic concept, as the Zohar states: “Ein Sof is in everything, and everything is in Ein Sof.” Ein Sof itself is not God, or a God, however, it is the place-from-which-God-came.

To give you a good idea of what the Zohar sounds like, and how Ein Sof is described, here is an excerpt from the first chapter of Genesis (Bereshit), the very same chapter that many Christians and Jews know of today as being that first “And God said ‘let there be light’, and there was” chapter from within the Old Testament:

 Tune had begun. Its great pendulum, whose beats are the ages, commenced to vibrate. The era of creation or manifestation had at last arrived. The nekuda reshima, primal point or nucleus, appeared. From it emanated and expanded the primary substance, the illimitable phosphorescent ether, of the nature of light, formless, colorless, being neither black nor green nor red. In it, latent yet potentially as in a mighty womb, lay the myriad prototypes and numberless forms of all created things as yet indiscernible, indistinguishable. By the secret and silent action of the divine will, from this primal luminous point radiated forth the vital life-giving spark which, pervading and operating in the great, enteric ocean of forms, became the soul of the universe, the fount and origin of all mundane life and motion and terrestrial existence, and in its nature and essence and secret operation remains ineffable, incomprehensible and indefinable. It has been conceived of as the divine Logos, the Word, and called Brashith, for the same was in the beginning with God.” (Zohar, section I Genesis).

Ein Sof by Rhosauce (2010)

Ein Sof by Rhosauce (2010)

Pretty intense, isn’t it? Imagine reading an entire version of the Bible like that! You can see why only the more patient and learned scholars made time for such texts in the past. A lot of it hardly made sense – and it took a lot of time, interpretation, and meditation to figure it all out, so to speak. I personally find it to be deeply and poetically beautiful, and far more interesting to read and mull over than the plain old text of the typical Old Testament. I also find the above passage curiously similar to descriptions I have read of the Big Bang – the scientific explanation for the creation of the universe and everything in it. Perhaps the Kabbalah’s greatest secret is that the spiritual constructs of creation and the scientific ones really aren’t so different after all.

The Tree of Life & The 10 Sefirot

Tree of Life

Tree of Life by Richard Quinn

The Tree of Life, or Etz Chayim, is a blueprint – a map of all the varies levels of realities and existences one can experience throughout life (and perhaps even after death, too). It is said that when Ein Sof began creation, 32 “pathways” were built – 10 sefirot and 22 Hebrew letters, with there being 22 connections/possible combinations between the sefirot. These “pathways” make up the Tree of Life (one interpretation pictured above). I like to equate the Kabbalistic Tree of Life, in many ways, with the Norse Yggdrasil – as both act as bridges between worlds, and various existences.

Sefirot is plural for the word sefira, which means “a single emanation.” Each sefira is a concept or “chakra” that emanates from the place of Divinity, and appears tangibly on the physical plain in various different ways. Some are “higher up” on the Tree than others; there is a certain hierarchy to them, and certain order by which they were originally emanated from Ein Sof. Those with any former knowledge of Kabbalah may be familiar with the following type of image:

The 10 Sefirot

The 10 Sefirot

The 10 Sefirot are as follows:

  1. Keter – Crown
  2. Chokhma – Wisdom
  3. Binah – Understanding
  4. Chesed – Lovingkindness
  5. Gevurah – Power
  6. Tiferet – Beauty
  7. Nezach – Endurance
  8. Hod – Majesty
  9. Yesod – Foundation
  10. Malkhut – Knigdom

It is said that Malkhut (kingdom) is the closest sefira to Earth (as we know and experience it), to the physical and material plane, the one we encounter the most in our daily lives. As we climb the Tree, we reach higher and higher into the metaphysical, into the conceptual, into the Divine. We leave the tangible, and seek out a higher existence. The uppermost sefira, Keter (Crown), is said to express the highest form of understanding, of enlightenment, that we (as humans) are able to reach…beyond that, there remain only the mysteries of Ein Sof to discover and comprehend (if full comprehension is even possible). It is said that “one who has attained Keter has reached God.”

Like with the more well-known Vedic chakras, the Sefirot are also often assigned colors, parts of the body, and other correspondences that can be used to meditate on, do magic with, heal, etc. I won’t list all of them here, but instead, recommend any of the sources listed below in my bibliography as good places to start learning about the ways in which the Sefirot can be used to better the self (through meditation, medicine, etc.).

Ayin: The Power of Nothing

Speaking of meditation, the Kabbalah has quite a lot to say about Nothing…or rather, how to achieve Nothingness, which, like the Buddhist concept of Enlightenment, is something to be desired. Ayin is actually a Hebrew letter – this one: ע. Remember what I said about letters having both personality and power? Well Ayin is the “silent letter” – it is the only letter in the Hebrew Alphabet, save perhaps Aleph (who has a different story, and “speaks with action”),  that “does not speak at all.” And while speech and words are certainly considered powerful from within a Kabbalistic context, there is a place for silence too. In fact, it is a very important place: as the Kabbalistic scholars are known to say – “Wisdom comes into being out of Ayin.” Remember the Sefirot? Wisdom (Chokhma) is the second highest on the Tree – the last step before Keter is reached.

Kabbalah reinforces and recommends the need for humans to meditate and focus on Ayin often, harnessing our own abilities to attempt enlightenment on the road to Keter. As Daniel C. Matt writes in The Essential Kabbalah:

Think of yourself as Ayin and forget yourself totally. Then you can transcend time, rising to the world of thought, where all is equal: life and death, ocean and dry land. Such is not the case if you are attached to the material nature of this world. If you think of yourself as something, then God cannot clothe himself in you, for God is infinite. No vessel can contain God, unless you think of yourself as Ayin.” (Matt, The Essential Kabbalah, page 71).

There is a belief that runs deep within Kabbalah, as it does in Buddhism, that letting go of excess material desires leads to a better understanding of the spiritual, and of “truth.” By letting go of selfishness, of baggage and lavishness, one is able to become a better person, and by default, become able to do more for the physical world around them. As Jennifer Hunter writes in Magickal Judaism:

The Kabbalist considers herself a partner in creation with God. When material existence was created, the vessels of the Sefirot, unable to hold in such a powerful force as the splendor of the Divine, shattered, causing sparks of Divinity to fly apart into time and space. Luria taught that when this happened, sparks of holiness (nitzotzot) got mixed up with more base matter (klipot, or husks). It is considered the Jews’ job to raise up the sparks so that they can be joined with each other again. This process is called tikkun ha nefesh, mending the soul, or tikkun olam, mending the world.” (Hunter, Magickal Judaism, page 71)

Remember what I said earlier about Judaism being a religion very much concerned with the physical and material world? With making “heaven on Earth?” And how that has caused Jews (in general) to become some of the most charitable people in the world? Remember how I also said that a long time ago, Kabbalah was the direct influence and foundation for what became modern Judaism (the Chassidic Judaism of Europe)?

Starting to see some connections here? The influence still shines through, despite so many having forgotten Kabbalah and its place within modern Judaism.

Kabbalah teaches that we can make the world a better place by bettering ourselves first – not just through focusing on the 21 “loud” letters of the material world, but also by focusing on the nothingness, the spiritual level, of Ayin. In the end, Kabbalah reminds us that Judaism has always had a place for the mystical and the spiritual, that the focus on the physical only is merely an illusion, a product of forgotten roots. It’s very much about balance: the seen and the unseen, the material and the spiritual, the human and the Divine…and this balance has been affecting us all along. Bettering the world around us is inherently tied to the process of bettering the inner world within us.

The Magic of the Hebrew Alphabet 

The Hebrew Alphabet alone has a multitude of mysteries and magical uses surrounding it: by now it’s likely clear how deep the story of the Alphabet goes – each letter has its own personality, its own origin story (which can all be read in the Sefer Yetzirah), and its own numeric value.

Jewish mysticism teaches that the Hebrew letters are the very building blocks of the world, and hidden within Torah are the answers to all questions. It is said that the Torah was written with “black fire on white fire,” that even the spaces between the letters have power and meaning. It requires a certain amount of creativity and persistence to puzzle it all out, however. First, Torah is written without vowels, so although most of the words can be deciphered based on context, there are some occasions where they are unclear. This leaves room for mystical speculation. Some letters may be codes symbolizing other letters. And since each letter has a numeric value, words with the same total value can be seen as related.” (Hunter, Magickal Judaism, page 78).

The system of assigning numeric values to the Hebrew letters is called Gematria. There are many different types of Gematria, but the most common system, called the Standard Method (or Mispar Gadol), is as follows:

Standard Method Gematria

Standard Method Gematria

And so, with such a method, every word in Hebrew has a double meaning – a numeric value, an equation. The magical possibilites for this are endless. One of the main ways of using Gematria magically is through sigil creation. Kabbalah teaches much on letter and number combinations, and the outcomes of such combinations. Remember the Sefirot? Remember the 22 Hebrew letter pathways of the Tree of Life? Sigils can be created with each of those combinations in mind, with certain Sefirot in mind. Invoking the power of the Hebrew letters and their number associations is a powerful way to use Kabbalah to influence the world around you.

Numbers have power in Kabbalah as much as the letters do. The famous name of God in Hebrew – YHVH – the name that no-one knows how to truly pronounce, is a sigil in and of itself…a secret code that, in fact, can be interpreted using the number associations in several ways. Some interpret the number associations as standing for four major aspects of Divinity: The Father/King, The Mother/Queen, The Son, and The Daughter (said to originate with the Canaanite Deities of the ancient past – El, Asherah,Ba’al, and Anath – which many religious scholars believe to have merged and became what modern Jews know of as YHVH, or Adonai, today. It should be noted also, that Kabbalah recognizes a definitive female aspect of the Abrahamic God, called Shekinah, Who has also been forgotten in much of modern Jewish practice, which I find to be a great shame). Others see the sum of the YHVH name as being connected to the holy number four. As Rabbi Jill Hammer writes on the Tel Shemesh website:

One of the building blocks of Jewish time, space, and soul is “fourness.” There are four letters of God’s name, four matriarchs, four promises of liberation, four cups at the Passover seder, four prayer times that span the Sabbath, four mystical worlds of being, four guardian angels, and, according to some, four layers of the spirit. On a more physical level, there are four elements, four winds, four seasons, four phases of the moon, and four directions. There are four corners on the ritual garment called the tallit, four species of plants gathered together for the ritual bundle called the lulav, and four poles to hold up the Jewish wedding canopy known as the chuppah. There are four ways of interpreting Torah: pshatdrashremez, and sod (the plain meaning, the allegorical meaning, the interpretive meaning, and the mystical meaning). There are four rivers in the garden of Eden. Fourness reflects the ages of human experience: youth, maturity and generativity, reaching one’s full power in mid-life, and the challenges and joys of old age. The Jewish world-tree, the etz chayim or tree of life, passes through four levels of existence on its way between heaven and earth.” (Hammer, TelShemesh.org)

It is to “Fourness” that we now turn.

The Four Elements, Angels, Demons, and All the Rest

The most important “foursome” in Kabbalah is that of the four natural elements: Earth, Air, Water, and Fire. Those familiar with Wiccan practice, as well as other traditional witchcraft and/or shamanistic paths, may find this to be a fairly recognizable and familiar approach to mysticism and magical practice. The four elements are age-old constructs, and they are just as important to meditate on and study the mysteries of as the Sephirot and the Gematria.

Like with other witchcraft and/or shamanistic traditions, in Kabbalah, the four elements are inherently tied to the four seasons, to the four directions, and to various animals and symbols. However, unique to Kabbalah, is the associations the four elements have with four very important angels. Jill Hammer mentions them in the quote above: the four guardian angels, or rather, Archangels. They are:

Michael (Meecha’el), who is associated with the direction of South, and the element of Fire. He/She is the Angel of Cleansing and Reflection, and appears on your right. His/Her animal is the human.

Uriel (Uree’el), who is associated with the direction of North, and the element of Water. He/She is the Angel of Mystery and Illumination, and appears in front of you. His/Her animal is the Eagle.

Raphael (Rafa’el), who is associated with the direction of West, and the element of Earth. He/She is the Angel of Merging and Healing, and appears behind you. His/Her animal is the bull.

Gabriel (Gavree’el), who is associated with the direction of East, and the element of Air. He/She is the Angel of Shining and Balance, and appears on your left. His/Her animal is the lion.

Angels are deeply complex beings, unlike Gods, and yet still unlike spirits – they are androgynous, and their own entities, and it is through Kabbalah that we can get to know them better, and call upon them for magical aid, protection, guidance, and wisdom. There are hundred of angels, minor and major, and learning about them, and invoking their names for practical use, is not an easy process, and takes time and patience. Like with any magical technique or summoning, it should be taken seriously.

After all, angels are not the only metaphysical beings the Kabbalah teaches us that we can summon for magical use. Sheydim are another type of entity that Kabbalistic mystics of the past focused on and studied. In the simplest of English vernacular, the word sheydim can be translated to “demons” – but I personally dislike using that translation, as sheydim are neither as negative, nor as controversial, as the word “demon” might make them out to be. Some sources say sheydim are “half-angel-half-human”; other sources say they are simply “shadows.”

They eat and drink like mortals, engage in sexual relations like mortals, and die like mortals; they have wings like angels, can foresee the future like angels, and journey from one end of the universe  to the other like angels. The dual nature of sheydim is a result of their having been created during twilight, referred to in ancient Judaic lingo as bein ha-arbayyim, or the time “Between the Blendings,” a period which is neither day nor night.” (Winkler, Magic of the Ordinary, page 89)

Both angels and sheydim have the potential to be dangerous, and helpful. Studying Kabbalah is a way to get to know their natures, and learn the ways in which they can be dealt with and studied. Yet another reason why perhaps Kabbalah had restricted learners for a time, and that the age of study was raised to a more mature level…however, these restrictions should be seen as”recommendations” only: in short, one should only study Kabbalah when one feels ready to (whatever age that might be). I do think a mature mindset is needed, but we all reach maturity and experience the world at different rates. Certainly Kabbalah is not for children, but it may very well have much to teach a young adult.

How to Learn More

The above information is merely meant to be a starting point for anyone interested in Kabbalah. A 101 guide is by no means the be-all-end-all of any topic…so I encourage those inspired by this post to continue reading and continue learning. All of the sources I list below in my bibliography I highly recommend. If you have any questions or comments, I would also be more than happy to hear them.

A Note on Spelling: Please keep in mind that I am coming from a Jewish context when I discuss Kabbalah. I grew up in a Jewish family, studied Hebrew as a kid, and have been studying Kabbalah for several years. Yes, I’m theologically a polytheist now (and this isn’t the post to discuss it, but polytheism actually works quite well with a theology called distributive pantheism, which I find can fit the Kabbalistic model of Divinity in many ways), as well as a Kemetic, but I spent the first 16 years of my life studying and living the religion of Judaism, and I still identify as a Jew (ethnically and culturally). I understand that Kabbalah has ties to what’s often spelled as Qabalah or Cabalah, but these traditions vary, and are based very much in ceremonial magic and Hermetic tradition. All of it’s related, yes, but I can’t speak to Hermeticism or ceremonial magic, or any other alternative Qabalistic or Cabalistic tradition. Spelling is a tricky thing, and I realize that other’s have their own views, but for me, Judaic Kabbalah specifically is always spelled with a K. And for me, the “original” Kabbalah is the Judaic sort.

A Note on Appropriation: As for whether or not Kabbalah is a closed tradition, it’s hard to say. Some of the more conservative Jews that also still study Kabbalah might say it is (see: why Madonna claiming to be a Kabbalist was deeply offensive and annoying for nearly all serious Jews). But as you can see, my religious views have changed since childhood, and I still study it (though I have 100% Jewish heritage). I think anyone can study it academically if they so wish – whether or not you can achieve magical or mystical results with Kabbalistic techniques if you aren’t of Jewish heritage, or have at least some working knowledge of Hebrew…well, I don’t know. I think a great deal of study is needed, and a great deal of understanding into what Judaism is all about is needed. I’m sure it might be possible for a convert to Judaism or someone who is able to connect deeply with its teachings to be able to perform Kabbalistic magic…but again, I’m no expert on this specific subject. This was meant to be a 101 Guide, and nothing more. In many ways, Judaism (and by default Kabbalah) is a closed religion unless you are serious about converting (since Judaism does not proselytize), but it becomes a grey area in some respects…since as I said, I’m Jewish by blood, but perhaps not fully by belief anymore. I promise you that I’m curious about this, though, and will continue to seek out answers.

Bibliography/Sources

  • Matt, Daniel C. The Essential Kabbalah: The Heart of Jewish Mysticism. HarperOne. 2009.
  • Hammer, Jill. The Jewish Book of Days. The Jewish Publication Society. 2006.
  • Hunter, Jennifer. Magickal Judaism: Connecting Pagan and Jewish Practice. Citadel. 2006.
  • Scholem, Gershom. On the Kabbalah and its Symbolism. Schocken. 1996.
  • Winkler, Gershon. Magic of the Ordinary: Recovering the Shamanic in Judaism. North Atlantic Books. 2003.
  • Encyclopedia Britannica: Moses de Leon
  • Hebrew Gematria
  • Peeling a Pomegranate 
  • Tel Shemesh
  • The Internet Sacred Texts Archive: Judaism (where the first-sources The Zohar and the Sefer Yetzirah can be found, with multiple translations)

Kemetic Round Table: A Home for the Gods (Shrines 101)

The Kemetic Round Table (KRT) is a blogging project aimed at providing practical, useful information for modern Kemetic religious practitioners. This week’s topic: ”Shrine basics – Setting up your first shrine: How do I do it, what do I need, and what rules are there (if any).”

Full shrine set-up (pre-move and pre-cabinet).

My full shrine set-up (pre-move and pre-cabinet).

What are Shrines?

Shrines are, very simply, mini-homes for a God or Gods. In ancient times, especially in a Kemetic sense, shrines were much bigger and elaborate than they are today – this is because, to put it simply, Kemeticism was widespread enough in Ancient Egypt to warrant entire buildings built in honor of the Gods: what we know of as temples. Nowadays, we have neither the numbers nor the resources yet (as modern Kemetics living all over the world) to build temples for our Gods (though some of us have managed some pretty extraordinary temple feats  regardless), but that does not stop us from giving Them smaller places within our own homes, atop bookshelves and windowsills, in cabinets, and on tables and desks. Home shrines are not necessarily a modern practice; such a thing was done in antiquity as well…it just so happens that us modern Kemetics tend to turn to the home shrine as the place where all formal ritual is done, since we do not necessarily have the glorious temples to visit or large public rituals to attend that they had in the past. So for us, a shrine is often the physical center of our practice, the place where “it all goes down,” so to speak, as much as it is also simply a home for our God or Gods from within our larger apartments, houses, etc.

To summarize, we can say, then, that a modern Kemetic shrine is

  • (A) A mini-home for a God or Gods
  • (B) A place where a modern Kemetic can practice more formal (often solitary) rituals/prayers/offerings/etc.

Must we all do This, Then? Is a Shrine Necessary?

Yes and no.

No, because nobody can force you to make a home shrine. It is a personal choice, and nowhere is it mandated (as far as I know), that one must have a personal home shrine in order to be a Kemetic.

That being said, I have found the process of designing, putting together, and decorating a home shrine to be a very fulfilling part of being a Kemetic. Especially since most of us do not have the luxury of being able to simply walk to the nearest Kemetic temple to pray, the home shrine does, in a sense, become a necessity. It becomes a reminder, as much as anything: a reminder of who we are, what Gods we serve, and what we believe in. And because a shrine is as much a home of those Gods as it is a place for us to practice our religion, creating a shrine is a way for us to more intimately connect with our Gods – by building Them a home in our own homes, we are essentially saying to the Gods: “My home is Your home.” It is a gesture of welcome, and it is, in many ways, a promise to the Gods – a promise of polite acknowledgement, even if that entails only a simple “hello” to the shrine each morning.

In short, setting up a home shrine often means, in my opinion, that one is “serious” about this. It shows that one is ready to really “let the Gods in.” So, if you feel comfortable with the idea, I encourage any new Kemetics to think about making a shrine, even a very simple one to start. You will be surprised with how fun it can be (to aesthetically design), and how rewarding it can be to simply have from that day forward.

Ok, so I do Want/Need a Shrine, What Now?

A home shrine can be as simple as a single candle and a small, plain offering plate on a shelf or table – or, it can be as elaborate as decorating an entire corner of a room or an entire piece of furniture. Much of the design honestly relies on personal preference.

Traditionally, in Ancient Egypt, a shrine was placed inside a closed space – like a closed cabinet – that could be opened during times of ritual, formal prayer, or holiday celebration. In ancient temples, the shrine was often in the inner-most chamber, and usually very elaborately decorated. Inside the shrine a statue or icon of the God being honored at that specific temple was usually placed – the statue/icon being, literally, the God residing in the temple.

Nowadays, owning some sort of cabinet or piece of furniture that can be closed (within which a shrine can be placed) is a decision left up to the individual practitioner. I know of no Kemetic organization currently in existence that forces its members to set-up shrines in a certain way, or only in a closed way, for example. I personally like the idea of owning a closed shrine, only because my significant other and I plan to get a puppy this summer…and, well, for very practical reasons, I do not want said puppy to be knocking over my shrine items! Closing them up in a sturdier piece of furniture is something I definitely plan to do before the puppy comes into our life (this August). We’re moving in June, so around that time I will look for a good small-ish cabinet for my shrine.

While there is no “official rulebook” for modern Kemetic shrines, when it comes to setting up one’s first shrine, there are some things I do recommend be included (and please note: this list is influenced by my own experience with the Kemetic Orthodoxy group, which inspired me to create the shrine I have today – which you can view in the photo at the top of this post):

  • A shrine cloth. Kemetic Orthodoxy recommends a white cloth made from natural fibers (but not wool, I believe) as the shrine base, since white is the color of purity within Kemeticism. As you can see in the picture above, the cloth I use has a pattern…the truth is, I have several shrine cloths, the one in the picture just happens to be my Spring-themed one ^_^ I like to change them seasonally, but that’s just me! I do have a white one, too.
  • An offering bowl/plate and an offering glass/cup. Most basic Kemetic offerings involve a liquid libation and a food libation, so a food-safe/waterproof bowl/plate and a waterproof glass/cup are often good to include. Since I use the Kemetic Orthodoxy’s Senut rite as my daily offering ritual, I use a food-safe/waterproof bowl (white, pictured above, with a Chinese food offering! ^^) and a glass offering cup (the glass in the front, for the Senut’s water libation). I also have a small hand-made (by an artist from my former college town) ceramic pitcher (that blue and white pitcher in the back of the picture) that I use to pour out the water libations. While most shrines only really need one bowl/plate and one glass, as you can see from my picture, I also have a taller, fancier goblet-type glass in the back – it’s full of beer in the picture above, and that’s because I took the picture during a feast day…so in short, that glass is a special one I only use at certain times. Your shrine can have as many offering glasses/cups/bowls etc. as you feel you need.
  • A candle, or source of light. Kemetic Orthodoxy recommends beeswax, palm wax, coconut wax, or other natural waxes (not paraffin wax) for candles; I tend to use beeswax or soy. Again, white is the traditional Kemetic color. Instead of a candle, a small lamp or electric light source can be used, too, if you feel more comfortable using those. I use a candle for a specific part of the Senut ritual that I do, but some people use them for other purposes – in general, though, they make for easy and aesthetically pleasing offerings.
  • Incense and an incense burner. Incense was a very common offering given in antiquity, and one that we can easily make use of still in the modern day. Frankincense, myrrh, and/or kapet (kyphi) are the traditional scents for the Kemetic Gods, but really anything can be used, so long as it’s made of natural products and you feel it would please the God or Gods you are specifically offering to. I use a Frankincense and Myrrh blend for general rituals, and a natural blue lotus incense for special occasions (pictured above).

Those are really the basics for a Kemetic shrine, and all I would suggest anyone really needs in order to get started. Don’t feel like you have to use the fanciest, most expensive materials out there either – honestly, simple is fine, and many people I know have found some of their nicest shrine items at places like the Dollar Store. It’s the effort and the arrangement of the shrine that should matter, how you treat the objects, and how you use them. And of course, as you get to know the Gods better, you can always save up for items you want…I have a whole “wish list” on Amazon dedicated to future shrine items I’d like to get! I admit, it can get addictive! ^__^

What About the Statue or Icon? 

Again, including statues and icons of Gods are only necessary if you want them to be, they are by no means a requirement. Statues can also get expensive, too, so feel free to use a drawing or printed-out picture in place of an actual statue, if you can’t afford one. Some Gods are simply too hard to find in statue form nowadays – my good friend uses a framed picture of Wepwawet, for example, in place of a statue of Him, since He is a more minor Kemetic Jackal Deity and often harder to find in statue form than His more popular counterpart, Anup (Anubis). Some people make their own statues and icons, as well – devotional paintings, or sculptures, work just fine.

Including a statue or icon of a God or Gods on your shrine is up to you. I only own one statue right now – that of Djehuty (Thoth), pictured above, since He was the first God that really reached out to me (and that I reached out to, as well) when I became Kemetic over two years ago.

Just because I have a statue of Djehuty specifically on my shrine also does not necessarily mean that I don’t feel close to any of the other Gods…in fact, recently I have felt “closer” to Hetheru (Hathor) than I have with Djehuty and as you can see, there are also beads on my shrine…which brings me to another point: in place of an actual statue, or even a picture, you can also include “objects of representation” for a God on your shrine. The beads on my shrine are prayer beads I crafted specifically for the Lady Hetheru, as a gift for Her…at the time, I knew I didn’t have the money to afford another statue, but I still wanted to dedicate something special to Her and put it on my shrine. Feel free to get creative like I did! Prayer beads are a great craft one can do to make something representative and personal for a Deity. Using such a thing in place of an icon or a statue can work just as well; and it’s also good to keep in mind that offerings don’t always have to be made of food or drink – offerings can be something you make with your own two hands for a Deity.

Is That it, Then?

The rest is up to you! Feel free to continue to decorate your shrine in whatever ways you would like. Of course, it’s always good to stick to what’s appropriate, especially if you plan on practicing Kemeticism in a more historically-informed/Reconstructionist way. It’s often good to stick to strictly Kemetic or Ancient Egyptian symbols/iconography. Ankhs are great for this purpose, as are pyramids, Canopic jars, Djed pillars, and scarab beetles, to only name a few. Feathers, especially Ostrich feathers, are also good, as they represent the Goddess Ma’at, as well as the concept of ma’at – the Kemetic “moral code.” Again, feel free to get creative with it! I’ve seen some truly beautiful Kemetic shrines out there. Do what speaks to you, and do what you feel would best honor the Nejeru – especially the Ones you work closely with (if you do so).

Some feel it necessary to do an official dedication or purification of the shrine and its materials, once it is set up for the first time. The Kemetic Orthodoxy provides information on how to do this and what to say, in a more formal sense, in Tamara Siuda’s Ancient Egyptian Prayerbook. Devo has a good guide for cleansing items and areas, as well, which can be read here. The degree to which you would like to cleanse the space and the items is up to you, though it is generally a good idea to do at least something basic, especially if you got the objects you are using from someone else/didn’t buy them new (it’s just a good way to “start fresh” with them).

Anything I Should Avoid?

Actually, yes. It should be noted that Kemetic shrines should be, as homes of Gods, ritually pure, and as clean as one can keep them at all times. I suggest a general shrine cleaning every so often to make sure no dust or dirt has accumulated. Discarding of fallen incense ash, and washing the ritual glasses and plates after use can be important too. Traditionally, Kemetics eat/drink their offerings/libations after ritual, but if you’re someone who can’t or doesn’t do that for whatever personal reasons, be sure to not leave food or drink on a shrine for too long – decay and rot are to be generally avoided. You wouldn’t want someone to leave something gross in your bed or on your couch, right? It’s safe to assume the Gods don’t want those things in Their homes either! ^_^

In that same vein, it’s good to keep your shrine in a relatively clean area of your own home. A bathroom, for what I should hope would be obvious purity reasons, is definitely not an appropriate place. A bedroom is not always recommended either, for various reasons (also related to purity), but it’s generally understood that some people just do not have the luxury to place a shrine anywhere else but in a bedroom (either due to space or living conditions/other housemates, etc.). I personally keep my shrine in our “office” room, but we’ll be moving soon, so it may be moved to a different type of room space in the near future. Again, I’m hoping to buy a cabinet for mine soon, as well.

Be smart about what you put on your shrine. Keep in mind that while it is for your own personal use for ritual, prayer, etc.: as I have been stating over and over again, it is also a home for your Gods. Placing just any object on it can be disrespectful, as can letting it get too cluttered or messy. It’s often a good general rule of thumb to think to yourself – “whatever I put on the shrine will stay on the shrine.” Think of it like sending a house-warming gift to someone – you don’t just ask for it back whenever you’d like! The things you “give” to your Gods are real gifts – and they belong to your Gods once they are given.

For example, I keep my large, illustrated copy of the Book of Coming Forth by Day (the Ancient Egyptian Book of the Dead) on my shrine, in-part as decoration, and in-part because it doesn’t fit on any of the bookcases we own. But I didn’t put it there completely on a whim – I could have put it somewhere else, but decided consciously to keep it on the shrine. In that sense, I knew I was “dedicating” it to the Gods. I only ever read or look through it in the shrine room, and I only touch it with clean hands. It was as much a gift to Them – the act of buying it and reading it and placing it there – as it was a gift for myself. These are just the kinds of things you have to keep in mind with shrines!

In the end, have fun with your shrines, but understand the limits, and never forget their intended purposes: a shrine is for you, and for the Gods. It’s as much a home for the Gods as your own house or apartment is a home for you. Treat it with respect!

Pagan Blog Project: “K is for Knowing it Works”

I’ve been feeling a deep contentedness lately with my spirituality. I’ve essentially fallen into what one might call “a healthy routine.” I hardly ever write “update” posts about myself on this blog (I sometimes do on tumblr) – mostly because I tend to feel that blog posts should have Purpose (or rather, a discernible topic)…but, perhaps it might be a good thing for me to spend some time going over, simply, “where I’m at right now” with my spiritual practice. In many ways, we’re nearing the mid-point of the secular/Gregorian year, too; June 21st, the Summer Solstice (which I do realize is still a month or so away) marks the turning point for when days will begin to grow shorter again, when the second half of the year (the Autumnal/Wintery half) will begin to creep up on us. In a Kemetic sense, the new year is approaching as well – August 8th marks Wep Ronpet here in Philadelphia, the beginning of the new calendar cycle. So there’s that to think about too.

In any case, it’s as good a time as any, really, to begin thinking about what I have accomplished/realized for and about myself so far, and what my goals will be for the rest of the year.

Sometimes it’s essential to take a step back and look at what you’ve been doing spiritually, to really get a sense of what is working for you. I tend to stick to “writing for the projects” (i.e. the Pagan Blog Project and the Kemetic Round Table) on this blog, but today, I’m going to take some time to open for you, dear readers, a simple window into my spiritual life right now. What goes on in the Household of Brooke? What have I done, and where do I plan to go? And how do I know what’s working for me right now?

From Jan. 1st – Now

Up until Christmas of last year, I was living in Tokyo, Japan (as many of you already know). January of this year was the first month I really spent entirely (mentally and physically) in my home country of the United States for the first time in a very long time. I had a lot of adjustments to make and secular affairs to take care of. It was a busy month. I ended up finding a job – a job translating Japanese, the very thing I went back to Japan in the first place for (to get better at, anyway)! It was extremely lucky. I was told it might be temporary, but it was still a great opportunity. I also moved back in with my long-time significant other (partner, lover, boyfriend – whatever word you prefer), Jack, and we began using the knowledge, work money, and resources I’d gained in Japan, added to Jack’s saved money and resources, to begin working towards some of our personal goals as a couple.

In Japan, I’d initially lost a lot of my religious fervor for Kemeticism and Judaism – really anything – until I climbed Mt. Fuji (you can read all about that here). After that, I re-connected with Djehuty, the God that I worked with most prominently before I went to Japan, as well as with Judeo-Paganism and my ancestral roots. I started studying Kabbalah again, and I learned how to do divination – Tarot and Bibliomancy. In January of this year, I set up my home shrine again (Jack and I bought a bookcase for it and a few other things), and set Djehuty’s statue on it. I began to consider daily rituals again, something I neither had the time nor space for in Japan.

And it was around that time that, incidentally, I was encouraged to take the Kemetic Orthodoxy beginner’s course by a series of dreams I had about the Goddesses Hetheru and Nebt-het. I signed up for the class, which began in late January, if I remember correctly. The class lasted from then until around May 4th. A long time! I learned a lot, and met many new people. During that time I read many more books and online resources, purchased the Ancient Egyptian Prayer Book (by Tamara Siuda, Egyptologist and creator of Kemetic Orthodoxy), and learned to do the daily Senut ritual, which I grew to really like. I also began to blog and write a lot more about Kemeticism and spirituality again during that time, and so this blog began to really develop. My home shrine changed, became more generalized, in honor of all the Names of Netjer, and not just Djehuty or any one God or Goddess…this was in part due to the KO class, but also in part because I felt it was the right thing to do. I wanted to embrace all the Gods. I wanted to open myself fully. It was time.

Well, opening myself fully like that actually led to a God from a different Pantheon poking His nose into my business – those who have been following me for a while might remember Odin’s short time in my life. We’re “friends” now, but I no longer actively worship Him. I’m thankful for having known Him for as long as I did (a relatively short time, all in all), because it helped me realize that my heart lies most strongly with the Kemetic Gods…I realized that over time, I’d made an important promise to Them above all Others. This could change at any time, I realize…and I suppose my experience with Odin has also helped me come to terms with being ready for that, as well, if it will ever happen.

On May 14th I officially became a Remetj, or “basic member”, of the Kemetic Orthodoxy. Around that same time, I did two things: I made my own Kemetic calendar calibrated around my home city of Philadelphia, and I also starting making prayer beads – I made that set for Hetheru first, and then, even more recently (just this past Friday), I made a smaller set for Anup and Wepwawet. My prayer bead making inspiration came from my friend Proserpinas-garden, who I now see much more often in person, and have even met others from a Philadelphia Pagan Group through. I’ve so far made friends with two others, and hope to meet more of the group soon. They plan to take me with them to various interfaith rituals and events, which I look forward to. Being a part of Kemetic Orthodoxy has also really helped me meet a variety of new Kemetics, and open up my horizons as far as really integrating myself into the larger Kemetic community, and the even larger PPWR community as a whole.

Me Right Now

For the first time, in possibly my entire adult life, I feel deeply satisfied and happy with my spiritual life. I’ve reached a point from within Kemeticism where I am not actively trying to do ALL THE THINGS anymore  - there’s less of a “rushed” feeling, and more of a constant hum of devotion, or contented feeling underneath what I do for my secular life…in essence, I’ve successfully integrated my spirituality into my everyday life. I consistently do Senut at the same time every morning; I now have a working calendar for major holidays for my area, and I also have the Kemetic Orthodoxy monthly calendar, so that I can do rituals and smaller feast day activities with my fellow KO members. I’ve also started taking part in what KO fellowship meetings/chats I can make during my busy work week, and on weekends.

As for the Gods, I finally feel like I am ready to know all of Them…I am open and willing, and excited to call on specific Gods for specific purposes: even just knowing They are there comforts me, even when I’m not actively praying or doing ritual or performing heka of any kind. I still talk to Djehuty, of course, and Hetheru tends to be fairly consistently “present” around me, but I would say that I’ve finally accepted myself as someone “without a Patron.” I serve all the Gods equally, and I’m happy with that for now.

That being said, I think in that same vein, I am finally ready to admit that if I do decide to go through with the Kemetic Orthodoxy practice of the RPD (Rite of Parent Divination), I’m finally at a place where no matter which God(s) come(s) up I’d be more than happy to serve any of Them first. It would be an honor to know that about myself, so when the time comes…I think I’ll be able to go into it with an open mind and open heart.

I also think that with time, I’ll be ready to “up the ante” so to speak, and take on more responsibility from within Kemeticism. What that will entail, I’m not sure yet, but I think I’m ready to take the next step. I write a lot about being happy as a “layperson”, which I am, and I don’t necessarily mean I want to jump to priest status or anything…I mean more that I think in time, perhaps by the end of this year, I’ll be ready to “do more” for my Gods. One step at a time.

So What Now?

The following is a list of goals I would like to accomplish/continue to do for the rest of the year, based on the information above and where I am right now with my spirituality:

  • Buy and set-up a cabinet to keep my shrine in for our new apartment. Jack and I are moving June 15th, to a smaller but much nicer apartment in a safer area of our neighborhood; not only that, but we plan to get a dog in August…both of these things have led me to decide that I want to keep my shrine “inside” – a closed shrine, to shut away from our future pet (so doggy doesn’t chew on or knock over any of the shrine materials!), and to help save space in our new apartment. The bookcase my shrine sits on now might be too big for us to move to the new place anyway – we’ll have to see.
  • Continue to take part more regularly in the KO fellowship chats/events. I want to get to know people better from within the group, and also enjoy the benefits of group worship when I can. My big goal by the end of the year is to possibly meet some KO people in person – visit one of the shrines, or go to an event in the Mid-Atlantic region. If I can’t do that this year, then definitely next year.
  • Continue to make more prayer beads. I want to continue to hone my crafting skills, and continue to make beads and devotional jewelry for the other Gods in the Kemetic Pantheon. My longterm dream is to at least have a small set made for all the major Gods, but that will likely take longer than just the second half of this year. I can get started, at least!
  • Continue to write for the Kemetic Round Table, and to finish out the Pagan Blog Project for this year of 2013. Pretty self explanatory!
  • Celebrate the major Kemetic holidays and use my calendar effectively. I also want to partake in local interfaith PPRW rituals and events with Proserpinas-garden and friends in my city/around the city.
  • Learn to get better at drawing and painting. Recently I made the decision to get back into practicing drawing. I used to paint watercolor paintings much more frequently when I was in high school and early college, but I have since fallen out of it. I’ve decided to get better at drawing mainly for other reasons outside of spirituality, but doing so can also help me here too, since I hope to someday be able to draw my Gods and create more devotional artwork for Them.
  • Take part in Jewish events and holidays with family when I can; Get to know my Akhu better. I really want to continue connecting with my ancestors, and that means embracing my Jewish identity/background as much as possible (despite also being Kemetic). I want to continue to do something for the Akhu every Friday, the Jewish Sabbath. I also want to make sure I do not neglect my family’s traditions, because they still mean something to me, even if I don’t serve YHVH directly anymore…it will be nice to celebrate Rosh Hashanah, Yom Kippur, Sukkot, and Hannukah with them during the second half of the year.

So there we have it. If someone were to ask me, then, “how do you know your spirituality is working for you?” I’d tell them: because of trial and error. Because the above post describes a journey that I have been taking (started, in truth, two and a half years or so ago now) and will continue to take for as long as I can/feel called to. I know it works because it’s fulfilling, and I’m finally starting to feel comfortable. I also know it’s working because it’s helping me overcome some deep personal issues that I had hoped, all along since coming back to spirituality/religion in college, that spirituality/religion could help me to do. And I know it’s working because it’s inspiring me to keep going: I have goals for the future, I have Gods to serve, I have people to connect with. And I am happy.

That’s how I know.

Pagan Blog Project: “J is for Jackals”

In Kemeticism, we have many Gods, but one of our more famous is that of Anup (or Anubis, in the Greco-Roman). Anup is often misunderstood as the Egyptian “God of the Dead,” but this is not wholly true, though Anup does have death associations. Anup is actually the God of embalming and funerals, only one aspect of death…and does not, in fact, rule the Duat, or “Land of the Dead” (that is the job of Wesir/Osiris). While a deceased soul only meets Wesir at the very end of their journey through the Duat, it is Anup that they meet first. Anup, synchronized/merged with His counterpart, the other Jackal God Wepwawet, Who is the Opener of the Way, guides a deceased soul (the ba) from the lifeless corpse (the khat) into the Duat to begin the perilous and revelatory journey of reaching the Hall of Ma’at (where the final judgement takes place).

Wepwawet may be a more generally minor (or lesser known) Deity than Anup, but He is no less important. Besides His role as Opener of the Way, Wepwawet is the Lord of Victory, as well as the Lord of Sweet Joy. Wepwawet is a mighty force, a hunter, the jackal that attacks – savage, powerful, and battle-master. And yet, He is also a reminder of the happiness and pleasures of life, of luck and chance, of the multiplicity of opportunities and outcomes that exist whenever a decision is made. In my experience (UPG), Anup is the patient, steady calm before the storm…Wepwawet is the storm. They are two sides of the same coin, and yet not the same at all. They are the Jackal Lords.

There are many other minor Jackal Deities in Kemeticism, and all of Them can be read about on this handy website. Tonight, however, was a night dedicated solely to Anup and Wepwawet. What do I mean exactly? Well, today marks the holiday Heb Sabu, a feast day invented by my best friend Ange (ChasingAfterJackals on tumblr), who also runs the blog Black Fur, Black Wing. Ange is a devotee of Anup and Wepwawet (as might be obvious from her spiritual username!), and has been for a while now (She has served Anup actively for three years now, but encountered Him/decided she wanted to follow him 10 years ago. She also encountered Wepwawet a long time ago, but only recently realized that He also desired active service of her). Ange had been struggling for some time to come up with a calendar system that worked with her; I’ll leave it to you guys to go check out her blog and read about the full calendar idea she eventually came up with…but in short, she decided, after doing some research, that because so many feast days for both Anup and Wepwawet (and both) fall during this time of our secular year (March-May), it made the most sense for her to simply combine them into one major feast day, which she named Heb Sabu, which in the language of Kemet means literally “Festival of the Jackals.”

It just so happened that I was visiting Ange in person during this holiday, and had the pleasure of being able to celebrate with her.

For the offering, we decided to bake lembas bread (yes, like from Lord of the Rings! Mostly it’s just a fluffy homemade sweet bread), as well as buy double chocolate stout beer (chocolate being an offering that Ange has found, based on her UPG, to be desired by Anup especially). We also decided to each craft handmade sets of prayer beads to offer to the Jackals. Ange decided to make two separate ones, since she fully serves each God in her practice (separately, and as Patrons); I decided to make one bracelet of prayer beads to represent both Anup and Wepwawet (in Their syncretized form), as They aren’t necessarily main/Patron Gods of mine, though I do honor Them generally as a Kemetic. For the ritual itself, we used Per Sebek’s All Purpose Kemetic Ritual, which worked perfectly for our purposes.

First, we cleansed ourselves with salt water and adorned ourselves in ritual clothing, simple black dresses (I had packed one for this purpose, since I knew I would be celebrating the festival with her). Then we added perfume and said ritual words of cleansing. Ange started up some Ancient Egyptian meditation music. Then we began the ritual. We lit incense and candles, and said the ritual words. We offered an actual ostrich feather that Ange owns as the representation of Ma’at, as well as all the other things we had planned to offer described above. After the offerings (and reverting the food/drink ones – we reverted a little bit during the actual ritual, and reverted the rest later), we performed henu (and Ancient Egyptian form of bowing), and said personal (silent) prayers to the Jackals. Finally, we ended the ritual, performed henu once more, and “removed the foot” – ended the ritual, and “left” the shrine space (taking four steps backwards facing the shrine).

It was really, overall, an amazing experience to be able to take part in such an event with Ange. I haven’t connected this deeply with Anup and Wepwawet before, and it was honestly a huge treat. I honestly could feel both of Them circling around us, almost like metaphysical jackals in the very fibers of the air, as we prayed. It was powerful.

The following photos were taken after the ritual was over, while the incense and candles and everything were still set up:

The entire ritual set-up + offerings

The entire ritual set-up + offerings

With lights off

With lights off

Main shrine, with lights on

Main shrine, with lights on, with our jewelry offerings

It's a little hard to see on the imwyt, but there's my prayer bead bracelet for Anup and Wepwawet!

It’s a little hard to see on the imwyt, but there’s my prayer bead bracelet for Anup and Wepwawet!

My prayer beads close up

My prayer beads close up

Dua Anup!

Dua Wepwawet!

Dua Sabu!

Kemetic Round Table: Heka (The Science of Magic)

The Kemetic Round Table (KRT) is a blogging project aimed at providing practical, useful information for modern Kemetic religious practitioners. This week’s topic: Heka

…In ancient Egypt there was no word for “religion.” The nearest thing to it was in fact the word commonly translated as “magic” – heka.” (Naydler, Kindle edition, Loc. 2274)

What is magic?

We refer to this word all the time in the PPRW community. Those in witchcraft traditions perhaps use it most frequently, but there are many of us following historically-informed, recon-styled paths that also have a place for magic in their practice. This often has to do with the fact that many of the pre-Christian, ancient religions we model our own modern religions after also had a place for magic in their practice. In many ways, though, magic often feels, nowadays, like something that was once much stronger, much more prevalent, and much more believed in throughout the world…but the modern age, the coming of “rational thinking” and “science”, has destroyed its charm, its truth-value, its effect. Perhaps it is a lack of belief that drives such thoughts, or the “pushing out” of anything magical from the majority of world religions (especially the Abrahamic ones), with the word “witch” now carrying a misguided amount of negative connotations. Perhaps it is the fault of fantasy authors, who describe magic in a strictly physical, and somewhat limiting, way – the burst of a fireball from the end of a wizard’s wand. Without knowing it, these authors, who in many ways were inspired by the myths of the past, have given magic an impossible standard. Say “one word” and manifest a physical object?

And yet.

There is a power in language, a power that the Ancient Egyptians, of all people, fully and deeply realized. And with language, comes knowledge – perhaps the ultimate power of all. The word magic comes from the Greek word magos, which derives from the Persian roots mog, megh, and magh – which signify “priest”, “wise”, and “excellent.” From these roots also comes the word maghdim, or the “sacred philosophy.” Paracelsus eventually defined what came to be magic in terms of these roots: “Magic is the greatest wisdom and the knowledge of supernatural powers…acquired by obtaining more spirituality and making oneself capable to feel and to see the things of the spirit.”

It should be noted here that the Ancient Egyptians considered the Greeks to be children when it came to spiritual understanding.

In Ancient Egypt, you see, magic was a God. Heka, the word for magic (as described above), was also the name of a God. And the God Heka, appropriately, came into existence as the first utterance of Atum. It was through speech that He manifested. And so He is God of the Divine Word, which is magic.

So if Heka is the God, is magic, heka (lowercase) is the ability to wield magic. What does that mean? Well, if Heka is the God of the Divine Word, of manifestation through speech, then it would follow that to wield magic would be to have the ability to also manifest things into existence with speech.

To understand, to harmonize with, and then to activate heka in given situations is the sacred science and practice of magic. It follows, therefore, that a path of inner development  is the prerequisite for the ability to wield magical power. For the personality or the ego cannot command gods: only Heka itself can. So the magician is one who has made him- or herself a clear channel for transmitting Heka.” (Naydler, Kindle edition, Loc. 2313)

Still with me? So Heka is the God, and heka is the practice of channeling that God, and manifesting into existence that which is desired through speech (the Divine Word). But what Jeremy Naylder explains is important: not just anyone can perform heka, and furthermore, not all speech is heka. From a Kemetic standpoint (obviously this may or may not apply to those practicing magic from other traditional paths) those who can perform heka are those who have practiced, and those who have devoted themselves to the seriousness of channeling a God’s power.

That doesn’t necessarily mean heka cannot be used unless it’s a very important occassion, it just means one should take heka seriously no matter what. Even if you are simply performing a spell to help you get over a cold, which may or may not be life threatening, understand that the act of using heka is still one that requires a certain amount of responsibility. Whatever the intention, heka must be approached with a certain amount of respect (for the Gods), and a certain amount of self discipline. Take your words seriously, and understand, before you do anything, that there will be repercussions – usually good, but maybe also bad, depending. In my opinion, what separates normal, everyday speech from an act of heka (the Divine Word) is the mindset and the space we put ourselves into: we must believe that what we are doing is powerful, and we must be ready to “channel Heka” in whatever way works for us.

That being said, in many ways, our everyday speech is in part a smaller, or lesser, form of heka, despite a lack of intention to “channel the God” or do a formalized type of spell, curse, etc. Why?

…Heka is intimately connected with Ma’at, the “right order” of the universe established at the beginning of time, to which it was considered vital to attune political, social, and moral life. Heka and Ma’at…seem as brother and sister here, performing the same essential gesture in relation to the solar principal. …For the Ancient Egyptians, any alignment of the physical with the spiritual, of earthly with heavenly forces, required the activation of Heka, and resulted in Ma’at.” (Naydler, Kindle edition, Loc. 2572)

Every word we say matters. Every insult, every word of praise. This is because speech itself, which is an aspect of Heka and heka, is inherently tied to Ma’at. Remember what it means to uphold Ma’at? If not, I can remind you here, here, and here. In any case, being the best person we can be has a lot to do with upholding Ma’at, and in that sense, our speech matters. What we say to ourselves, and what we say to others. Think about the power of words in your daily life, just for a minute. How good do you feel when someone tells you you’ve done an amazing job with the recent project you had through work or school? How bad do you feel when someone makes fun of you out loud around others? Words can hurt, and words can heal. There have been medical cases when a person has been told of an improvement even if there wasn’t one, and improved anyway due to the hope of hearing those words.

So for me, heka can be boiled down into two categories:

  • Active heka: formalized spellwork or witchcraft; using magic for an intended purpose; “channeling the God” – what the Ancient Egyptians would have referred to as “what magicians do.”
  • Passive heka: our daily speechwhat we say to ourselves and to others; being mindful of our words at all times; this could apply to both written and spoken words

In Ancient Egypt, magicians and high priests were those who performed the ritualistic or “formalized” heka that I have decided to call “Active heka.” I think it is possible nowadays for any of us to be able to perform such acts if we are in the right space and mindset, but I also don’t think it wrong if you choose not to take part in Active heka.  I personally do not do so often. I would barely call myself a magician/witch/etc.  That’s not a bad thing! It just means I don’t have as much practice, nor do I find it something I need to do often. I “save” it for when I really need help with something or someone else really needs help with something…not because I don’t think magic should be used frequently, but because I am not very good at it yet, so it takes a lot of energy and time for me to do a spell or something magic-related. As a member of the Kemetic Orthodoxy too, I find that having a system of hierarchy (in a sense) for this sort of thing – having high priests, for example – is sort of a comfort…it means there are mentors and teachers out there who can help with Active heka needs, and it gives me a solid sense of how much time it can take to get “good” at this kind of thing. I hope to learn more in the coming years.

However, as a translator and writer, I find that it is most important for me to personally pay attention to my Passive heka all the time. What I write and what I say really matters. Just recently, for example, I had a minor fight with a close friend…and you know how it started? Because of something she said to me (well, wrote in an email, rather). It was because of her wording. After we talked it out, I realized her intentions and her mistake, as did she, but it really drove home for me how important it is that we respect people with our words, and when we have an issue with someone, that we pay attention to how we explain it. Letting anger, hate, and other negative emotions enter into our speech or writing can really effect a situation. Part of living in Ma’at is understanding that, and acting accordingly (which is in part why I wrote this post to begin with, a while back).

Going back, now, to the beginning of this post, when I mentioned modern fantasy novels and the idea of “casting a spell” – saying the words and manifesting something physically, and how many people nowadays have come to view that as “ridiculous” or “impossible.” Perhaps, with the above knowledge of Ancient Egypt now at our disposal, it does not seem so farfetched that magic would work that way. What does it mean to manifest something? Every time we use our words to describe something in a novel, we manifest a whole world for the reader to imagine. Every time we tell someone we love them, and mean it, we are manifesting love – often following up our statement with a physical hug, kiss, or embrace of some sort. When we are cruel with our words, we can often cause tears  - the physical manifestation of sadness or betrayal or pain.

The truth of the matter is, magic does work that way in the real world.

Magic is its own science, one that does not need to contest with the law of physics, for example, but exist alongside it.

One of my absolute favorite scenes from Tolkien’s Lord of the Rings is the scene in The Fellowship of the Ring where they must open the door to Moria with the “password.” Gandalf assumes, based on the inscription above the doors, which reads “Speak, friend, and enter”, that if you are a “friend of Moria” you simply need to tell the doors to open, and they will. Of course, this doesn’t work. He gets upset and tries many different words. Finally, it is one of the Hobbits who notices that perhaps they are going about it the wrong way – that the inscription really reads, “Speak ‘friend’ and enter” – as in, say the Elvish word for friend. Gandalf does so, and the doors open.

The point of this story is that words, on their own, have power. We may love someone, “speak as a friend”, but if we say the wrong thing, we can still hurt that person. We can make people we don’t love romantically think we do, if we aren’t careful with how we speak to them.

So it is with a mindfulness, with an intention, coupled with the use of words, that allows us to be successful – allows us to uphold Ma’at, and make the best out of any given situation.

Remember – the word “abracadabra”, perhaps the most famous “fake magical word” of all is actually based on a real word, a Hebrew/Aramaic word, that literally translates to “I create as I speak.”

Magic, in the modern sense, doesn’t seem so silly now, does it?

Sources:

  • Naydler, Jeremy. Temple of the Cosmos. Inner Traditions, 1996. (Kindle edition)
  • “Philosophia Sagax” in F. Hartmann, Paracelsus: Life and Prophecies (New York: Rudolph Steiner Publications, 1973), P. 103-4
  • Henadology: Heka